Well hellooooooo! It's been ages. Cobwebs have grown as well as mould... Was busy with wedding... after which the new home! Plus now am busy with work!!! It's so irritating but no choice? Have to make enough to make sure monthly CPF contribution is enough to cover the loan amount and we do not have to cough up CASH.

Anyhow, I feel it's time to migrate to another blog... New "life" New "home/blog" ? Heh. Will try to do up one soon enough... til then

*muaCkx*

 

The marriage preps are still in the process... left to confirm caterer, songs, guest list, ad program ... at times i just feel ... tired... at times i just wana say forget abt the dinner.. jus have church and tea ceremony.. full stop... gives us less problems with guests as well as cash... since we r the ones paying we shld decide what happens shldnt we ? *siGhx* im so tired... every other day sure have new things cropping up... new "comments" new "changes" and we are expected to conform... Just who is getting married now? Why do old foggies have to "demand" that we have it done their way? Yes once in a lifetime.. for us! Shldnt we have it done our way? I'm sure not everyone has such problems... *siGhx* If we were super rich i wld jus get wedding planner to settle everything and I can just relax... too bad we ain't... haiii...

I'm officially a Graduate of Curtin University of Technology!!! WeeeEEeE!!!

i jus deleted the entire entry... GREAT! -_-"

works been really busy... jus when i thought going good more drips come on... -_-" ARGH!!! am waitin for new nurses to come on board... have been told earliest is nov but even if so, may nt help much... since i still have to do my calls.. diao... when new staff come on there will be change to roster as well... and i have this absolute feeling that i will not like it... *sighx* word is 2 of the gals are going.... how cannnnnnn!!! my pillars of support leh!!! if they go i will definitely tumble!!! this is super bad!!! though they super naggy n bird loads... they are still great pple to work with!!! sad man... really sad... many times i too have thought of leaving but im jus enduring... mus admit pay is attractive but the attractiveness is wearin off... *siGhx*

preps for wedding slow n dandy... have nt done much.. jus waitin for things to happen and money to drop for the sky... *siGhx* stressed...

am so tired now but im on call... i really pray no calls tonight.. we saw 3 new cases today already!!!! no more pleaseeeee...

i duno wad to blog le. too bad.

sarang hae Bi

business picking up again... after 7th mth all piling up.. my bills are way overdue... gonna kena bird... die liao... mon n tues i finished ard 9... today im off.. yeh but tomorrow i wil pia again.. i have 6 cases on hand and im tryin to plan properly.. seriously need to get license and car if nt i wil become really tired n moody frm all the work n traveling... I NEED NURSES!!!!!! if this continues i think i might breakdown ah... hahaha i am tryin to tahan for now... well hopefully i can lose wgt frm all this crap... hai...

Bi's changing job... good for him i hope!!! we've pushed key collection earlier by 1 week.. hopefully cn get things done earlier too... food tasting in on 21st Oct... Graduation is 28th Oct... Final fitting 11th Nov... Photoshoot 14th Nov... i have 1 mth++ to lose wgt! I must succeed!!! somehow... hmmm...

trying hard not to think abt the schedules becos giving me headache liao.... aRghhhhh!!!

still have classes to attend tomorrow night... tryin hard to fix schedule so i wun be late... hope all goes well... hai... have to pia ard in cab liao.... damnx! bo lui liao... *SoBx*

sarang Hae Bi

spent the am in bed. was tired though didnt get any calls last night.. woke up a few times though jus in case the phone rang but it didnt. Heh. Good for me! had super oily mee pok for lunch... bought frm the market... full of lard... yucks...

headed to santiago to settle the colour of my evening gown.. apparently the colour which they(designer and asst designer) psycho-ed me to get is out of stock. *duhx* so had to go down to reselect... kinda waste of time but had to be done... after that went to PJ to hand in the signed contract... then to Penin plaza to Bi's uncle's tailor shop to tailor shirt n pants... had bits of arguements here n there regarding his weddin outfits. -_-" anyway sort of settled for now... initially was going to make for the wedding then ended up making shirt n pants for his work.. Heh... after that went to Bugis to collect stuff... den to TB to meet up wif family for dinner. Aunty dot is here from UK... so had dinner with her n granny... after that headed over to my yekor's plc... slack then back to Bi's plc. That kinda wraps up the day. Heh.

tumtum is getting big again. Bi is hinting. hai. time to lose wgt seriously!!!!!! argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it aint easy okieeeeeeeeee! all fatties will agree with me!!! *bleahx*

very tempted to do away with the dinner and jus have reception. wld save us so much $$$ ahahahah i dont think it's too late. i still feel it is possible but Bi will kill me... hai.. oh well... his parents may not be happie also... kua kua... oh well... *shrugx*

gonna ko by 12 today. need to wake up early to take fasting bloods. hai. at east side...

sarang hae bi ...

lazy n busy so no updates. heh. nth to update also. jus dat wrk is pickin up again. guess that since 7th mth goin to be ovr soon, business wil pick up again... siGh... oh well... hopefully i get a partner soon... i dun wanna drown in my wrk... and if i drown i will be so tempted to swim away... heh.. oh well...

marriage preps on the way... most things settled for now.. jus waitin for dates to come and go... tryin to finalize guest list more or less ... intially numbers kinda dwindled down but nw its goin up again... diao... luckily stil have 1 reserve and also cn get more tables if we need... so irritating to keep pushing for guest list... also irritating to have pple tell u hw to do things when its not their wedding... BAHX!

sarang hae Bi ps.. where's my ring? =P

went for gown selection today... have selected otr wedding gwn which is supposedly new.... am doin mtm evening gown .. selected dark purply colour for it... hmm i actually wanted pink since pink is my super duper fav!!! but designer says doesnt suit me leh... hmmm nw im stil thinking abt it.. thinking of getting pink.. but he said doesnt suit me... so shld i go ahead and choose what i like? or choose wad he says suits me?? he wil let me knw when the gown is ready... hopefully it turns out nice if nt im goin to really cry... also i tot selectin gown wld be very fun and exciting.. i was so wrong... dunno why i jus felt like normal.. like choosing dress to wear to somewhere... maybe cos im so fat that they dun have that many to let me try... *siGhx* i feel like nt enough lo.. though i did settle on 2 of them, i stil feel like nt satisfied... feeling a bit moody also.. *siGhx* helped Bi to choose his jacket n pants... he's making ivory coloured jacket n pants and wil otr black jacket and pants... hmmm.. hope all goes well... more or less settled with the clothes le... initially photoshoot supposed to be end of next mth.. buden nt enuf time to make the gown.. so decided to push til mid nov... gd becos more time to lose wgt as well as earn money...

works... well work lo... feel hai... dunoo i jus feel like askin doc to take me off the on call roster... i really feel that it's disrupting my life.. i wld prefer office hr.. i dun mind the pay cut... and lesser pay.. as long as have fixed hrs of rest and dun feel so tired... i jus dun like being woken up to do hsecalls... its jus nt for me.. have to speak to doc bah... *siGhx* hope cn wrk sumting out.. wish me luck...

sarang hae bi

am stil sick. its like a mucus plug btwn ma nose n throat and jus wun budge.. irritating. plus migraine is happily laying in my left temporal region. on n off wil feel it pushing and other times jus feel it there dormant.. jus waiting... haiii...

work's well... missed out something on friday and tomorrow may nt be a good day... boss was away and wil be back tomorrow but she's heard and she's nt happie and i feel like im gona be shot dead. the others were shot too and then also shot me... but i mus admit it was totally my fault as i overlooked it. hai. i wld lurve to blame my sickness that caused me to be so blur and miss out and make me duh but bottomline is. still my fault. *siGh* I jus hope wldnt kena that bad. oh well.. no point dwellin on it jus have to be prepared tomorrow. *SIGH*

on another note, Bi's been sick. the nose. hai. he cn only help himself. his nose i reli cnt help him. all he needs is to take meds and sleep more. sometimes feel like cutting his nose off =P hahahax

preparations have somehow stopped for awhile.. not so into it.. jus waitin for dates to come and things to be done when dates draw nearer... have settled most things olredi. the venue for dinner.. the church.. the BS.. the ad photographer... jus waiting for selection n PS... then finalize guest list... send cards...await rsvp then cn book the caterer.. will book next yr bah.. nw too early... prolly by 1st week of jan mus finalize all... hmmm guess all will go well yeah? =)

stil nid to lose wgt though. hai. nt sure if cn or not. hai. been sick and well it did help cos i lost 2kg. heh but its due to the fact i have nt been eating well also. and i think if i go back to eating properly i wil prolly gain it back. have been advised to run but those who knw me knw that i seriously DETEST running! but its the best and fastest way to lose wgt i knw... *siGh* but my ankle stil gives me probs on n off... hai i jus hope to sign up for gym again.. i miss those days when used to go CF for classes and steam bath and running and exercising! i really lost wgt then! *siGhx* nw cnt afford the gym liao... oh well..

jus cnt wait to get hitched n live on our own... *dreams........*

sarang hae Bi